meiyounizaiwoshenbianganjuehaoguaio
woyijinghaojiuhaojiumeiyigerenhuijialenageganjuezhendehaoguaihaizhenyoudianbuxiguan
woleile danshiyoushuibuzhao
xianzaizhihaotingtinggefafadai....

by chance, i came across a note in your phone. i think i accidentally press it and so the date is changed. but i counted backwards and came out with the date eventually [25march ? ] not very sure with the date...

T.T sob sob... regretted reading it.
but it sounded so... ... .... sad? actually i also not very sure how it sounds. but tears just welled up when i read it. i know girls are difficult to understand and i think its a challenge for you to understand me when i myself dont
i know that you are really a good good good person. maybe the top few that i have met. friends around do say that we would last but to me there's no forever love. or maybe one day this mind set may change if its proved wrong. cause i have came across people who love each other from the day they met till the day they were buried. but in this kind of realistic world, things pass and go.
from the very very beginning, during sisters gossiping, i claimed that i admire you and because of that, sis dont dare to let me know certain things and its the first time i am the last person being updated. i know that they dont dare to let me know at that time is because its so rare for me to say out the i admire someone since the day i was hurt. but for me, saying i admire doesnt equal to like and so, in the end wishes is still given. but with a snap of fingers, things changed. things change from a friend to a bro to baby. this is totally out of my expectation. i always wanted to ask you 'do you really like me' ? really? cause from the start it all begin so virtually. it dont seems to be real at all. even till now i still wish that the reply could be given. not that i dont believe but its just seems to be unreal.... sorry...

in my 15 years of life, excluding my family; 'biatch' ; 'kor' , i love 3 other which are all good good guy.
and now in my 16th, i came across another great one that i would cherish. 100percent understand myself. but i can see that you still understand me quite well. maybe its not totally because you really do understand me, but its because of some instinct which cause you to know at the moment what am i thinking or what i want. but its still better then nothing...
even though i could not guarantee you that we would sure last and all the things you wish to do may come true, but trust me. i would love you to the fullest in this period of time when we are still together.
hope that the number of days would continue to increase and we would not quarrel like what others does.
要相信才会有希望。
但是哪怕有一天说要离开的那个人不是我，而是你。

pictures taken...

class boys thinks they are cute by walking in this manner.



so long since i last update my blog.
actually nothing interesting happen....
on sat meet up with bibi and headed to his house at 9 !!! first time hoh see i wake up so early in the morning.
sunday.... went to library and studied the whole day without remembering anything in the end.
2months ^^
recently... sick T.T
seriously ill.... haix...
and exams are round the corner!!!!
that is.... !!!! next week!!!

yeah!!!!


finally no more band!!!!!
i love this feeling!!!
but today suck like hell. this weekend suck.
yesterday was sleeping till 10 and someone called me. guess what... its 'tanz' [the teacher] because of the stupid band, my whole day is spoiled. cabbed down to school and its like wth. waste my money on that. then went to baby's. around 7 went to uncle's house to celebrate niece birthday. around 10 leave and went to 'sweep tomb' and i am home around 3. chat chat with baby and off to bed. woke up at 6.30 the next morning!!! wtf!!! the whole day of band band starts and ended around 7.30. my right can earlier de. but because of some stupid reason i have to go back to school again. leaved and went to mall eat and home. stupid dad.
and so in total i sleep for a few hours during the week end.
i hate this week end!!!!

went to school in the morning for that stupid band again. by right saturday we have already said that we wont be able to attend but for today we woke up so early just to give teacher some face. but in the end, its like shit.... !!!!!!

after that meet up with baby for a while and off to tuition again and this time round we are late.
sian la. must well dont go lo. we go tuition dono for what lo.
haix.


after tuition, off to .... ..... .....

yeah. have dinner here....














i m so full now la. i think my stomach gonna explode soon.
i ate so much so much la. its like once in a blue moon i would eat so much lo.....

argh....
this better dont happen again.

went to watch movie with sisters and brothers.
as usual, i am late. haha...

we planned to watch at amk but there's so many people. the tickets are sold out. so we decided to head off to jubeli. the cinema there is not that good. but its better then nothing.
watch 'rome' then after the show, there's no specific place to go and so all split up. two by two and one by three....
hehe. baby and i went to catch another movie. that's interesting... i have never watch two movie in a row before la. went to watch 'clash'...
reach home around 11.
haix.
something bad happen. feel so bad....
T.T

wooh. sports days.....
at hougang stadium....



go there do shit and rot there for the whole afternoon...
but after the whole sports day event, i have a great evening even though i am very tired...
thanks for the cake sisters and friend....



when i am home.
strawberry cake^^
jiejie specially bake for my birthday de ^^
happy like hell.....






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sorry sister that i didnt really give much reaction today. i was too tired to react but i got the information that have been brought across by you all and i really appreciate it from the bottom of my heart. i am really touched by the effort being put in.
thanks alot!!!!
thanks for the effort
thanks for the time
thanks for the thoughts
thanks for the love
and lastly, thanks for even thinking of the plan.
Even though i saw the cake before its time, but i am still very happy^^


and also....
宝贝啊，
我要的只是心意，不需要花太多钱卖礼物。
但是，我依然还是很开心^^
(L)