wohaopahaopao
haobuxiwangshengridelailingo

youyizhonghenbuhaodeyugan

xiwangshijiannenggouguodemanyidian... ... ...

speech day is over and i thought its time for me to step down and band would be out of my mind already...
but, there's a concert coming up and it would take up three more weeks of my time on the stupid thing. its actually a total waste of time la. mid year exams is coming up and i still could get everything right. especially studies.
i have miss out lots of time with my friends as there's really little time left for myself. and nowadays i just dont have the mood to go out. i just wish to stay under shelter where its cozy , nice and nobody would be there to cause me to be irritated....


this whole week i have been thinking over the same thing over and over again...
was waiting... ... finding... ... searching... ... for the appropriate time to voice it out. but i just dont know whether it would be right if i voice it out.....
maybe... ... it might be wrong.
or maybe... ... i shouldnt have thought of it in the first place.

haix.
weeks pass so damn fast....
without me noticing, its already the third month of sec 4 schooling. the march holiday have just passed without me knowing its holiday time. for now, the time is like so damn tight and i m so busy everyday dono with what. time is like just not enough for me. everyday is pack with stuff and work to be done on time. sometime, i think, why cant time just slow down a bit or even stop at happy moments. time just pass so damn fast when you are enjoying the moments. but time just pass so slowly when you are suffering....
why why why....
this whole week just pass so so so fast and i just notice something. we didnt meet up for the whole holidays at all. we are all 'busy' with our own stuff and we didnt have a chance to meet up....

went to kbox today^^

but pictures taken were a bit blur T.T



this kind of friends. trying to copy what others are doing....





after singing, xc went off. then left me babi jf yy bh. but jf went off halfway. then bh went off too. yy dont want to follow us. so he went off with bh. they all ps me and babi. but after that meet tong + and chelle + at amk. after dinner and i m home now^^
reach home around 10....
was out for they whole day. quite tired.
off for bed^^
BED, i am coming....

that's all the picture we have taken during the band camp.
actually is quite boring. but i got no choice but to go.
haix. during the camp miss babi so much. especially when i m bored....

weet^^
i am now at babi house dono doing what.... its like so random to come here. and i actually do some of my homework here cause i got nothing to do.....
should be going home around 8plus today. the stupid thing is, by right i wont have to go home so early on Saturday but today mum invite some people over to my house again. so irritating when people come to my house as they would keep asking why am i not home yet. but is it necessary for me to be home when all the aunt and uncles who are coming are not related to me and i m not the one who invite them. eventually, i am not the one who invite them over and i would not be the one entertaining them. but dono for what reason i would have to be home earlier then normal just to let them see me...
haix. it's so troublesome la.
i bet later when i go home i would be rotting...

haix....
got back my results and i dont think i have make any improvements. to me, the results are like shit....

Eng- C6

Chi- C5

Amath- A2

Emath- A1

Sci- C6

Humans- B4

Poa- A2

the most disappointing subject is the chinese. i actually got C !!! i also got a C for my science. haix.....

weet^^
have steamboat at home as family dinner. and i drank lots of alcohol. i think i m gonna get drunk but in the end didnt. hahahaha.

wooh....

ytd after school went home to change and headed to watch alice in wonderland at angmokio...

-the cartoon type

the show is quite nice and its fun as its the first time going out with so many people of different different clique. but i dont think there would be a lot of chances and opportunities for this kind of outing already. as for now, i would need to put in more effort on my studies as this year is the crucial year for me!!!

i think most of the time i would be staying at home trying to study.

sorry babi if i dont have the time to pei ni.....

sorry!!!!!!

i got back my results and i have failed badly for the subjects. its damn stupid of my to fail such simple paper. i think i gonna jump down building le....
haix.
this few days everything is like not going smoothly at all. whats the point of showing each other attitude and throwing tantrum??? there's isnt any positive points afterall. haix. things around me are getting worst and worst each day. but WHY???
haix.....

SEE!!!!
two person [joey and teng] so kind right!!! helping auntie leh



its sports day hits!!!
i didnt even participate in anything and i went....
dono for what....

pictures taken last pass few days.

haix.....
not in the mood. so that's all....