miss you

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T.T

haix. exams exams exams....

!!!!!!!!!!

exams sucks la.

make me

so

so

so

so

so

so

stress la.

i really hope that i can get a good result. but a the pace i m proceeding, i dont thing i can make it already. with all th sadness n unhappyness. y is mt life so miserable.

WHY

why

why

~ miss ~

ytd after posting got out of hse at 6 n headed to fetch my cousin n family n their luggage...
then we headed to air port to have out dinner at one of the restaruant at t2...
than we took the train to t3....
wah. its really beautiful there. n thy got in n their flight is around 1.40am.
so we waited with them till 12 n they checked in. reach home later than normal n my eyes is obviously closed. haix. too long nvr sleep later than 12 already. nowadays went the clock hits 11, my eyes will close already...
so weak...!!!


flower flower...
nice nice..

toilet this way please....

hehe.

i think im a bit lame to take this sign..

haix....

~miss~

i am suppose to run today. but luckily it rain.
siu...

hehe.
i pick the head.
~pick~
~pick~
~pick~
HAHA...

hehe.. start my laming again.

hehe.

cos i got nothing to do now. waiting for the time to pass for me to go out. reach home a bit early. but luckily i didnt waste my time. hehe.

later 6 would be leaving hse to eat n go to airport to sent my uncle n family. they are going back to their country already.

sian sian...

no more great dinner anymore...

even though time past fast, but i still cant wait for you to return.

T.T

really miss you alot. really hope that time could pass even faster till year end but n the other hand, i still haven started revising for my EOY. and my results are like shit!!! all the subjects are dropping profusely. i wouldnt be able to secure my As for my maths anymore. and my science were teach by this kind of teacher, and deh obvious its cmi oso...

haix...

HOW???

HOW???
HOW???

~T.T~

wooh...
this is my favourite teacher of the year. ^^



hehe.
this me.. got nothing better to do again la. sorry readers.

i think they two got some similarities

but cannot put them into words to describe.

this is our class. gamble kings n queens.

nth i can comment bout it...

today after school for band n blow blow blow...

sian...

we got out ic today!!!
yeah. finally sia.
i thought the ppl dono want to keep our ic for how long.

after exam we are going to have a concert. worst. it's in two weeks time after exam.

WTH.....

~ sadded ~

went out with cousin they all to the mice cafe to kill time as we are goin to have dinner at the seven month thingy...

so we sat there play n play. drink n drink. eat n eat.

hehe.

we play until parents call to ask whether we reaching already not.

jie ji is gone for 1week already...

so fast...

~loves~

hehehe...
nothing to do during the english as it's really boring. so took some pictures...

hahaha...

aloy siiting on the floor of the school corridor because he fight with jonathan.

lols...

today around 1.30 headed to rainbow center.
hahaha. i found someone of my tea finally. he's so so so damn cute...
went i first see him i know he's the tea i looking for. but unfortunately he's 14 years old younger than me.
haix.
i wanted to take some pictures of them de. but i was warn not to take as the parents could sue me or what so ever.
sian. but i really really like that cute cute boy. heheheh...he really have the criteria that i wanted as my bf. cute cute , white white , funny funny , muscles muscles... ......

sian la. lost 10 dollars to jw. i shouldnt gamble...
T.T
i m so broke now.....
no money money.
but i just cant stop using sticks....
ARRGGGG....
y like that la.

but there's still pictures today ^^

dono what are they so excited about outside the bus...

hehe...
cute cute lya...

dehan...

that idiot...

jw...

aloy...

joey...

~miss you~

haix...
now at the comp lap doing the english project. sian la. they r so engrose in the project than nobody cares bout me...
T.T


so took some of their hardworking photos...
hehe...
they are so so damn hardworking la...


time past fast n jie jie already leave me for two days le. quite miss her.
even though now very high tech n i could see her through computer, but our timing cannot meet. i morning she night i night she morning. haix....
now was hoping that time could pass faster n i could see her next year but i oso hope that time could pass slower cos i got no much time left for my year end exam...
4more schooling weeks to go...
die already thius time round.
haix.
hopes is always hopes. it's not really going to happen. but i still wish it could happen. cos i was hoping that my results r good n could get 10 or below for my L1R5...



~ sobsob ~

ytd aloy posting himself...
cool right...
muscular guy...

today after school go out with yt they all to do english project for their class. got notin to do so just follow n o there still can play play.....

sian la...

look at this idiot face...

so dum sia...

haix.....
counting down now.... 15 more hours n i will say bye bye to my jie jie....
tmr i wouldnt b at the airport sending u n i sincerely apologise.
sorry jie jie.
but i will be calling you before u get up the aeroplane. i will contact u through skype or msn for sure.

arrrg...
today teacher tell us bout the year end examination n its like WTH so fast sia. imagine that two more months n my exam would be over. i cannot even imagine that 7 more weeks to go n i would be sitting for my EOY !!!!! !!!!!
scary man....
i really hope that i could score well this time round. n i could continuously score well in all my test n exams. but i don think it's possible.
but i really really hope so....
><
scary.....

jie jie leaving singapore already. in two days time.
WTH!!!!!
i cannot go to airport n sent her off. stupid. i need to go to school n therefore i cannot go airport. i think i will miss her for sure. hope that she have a pleasant journey....
i think i would only b seeing u next year.
haix... ... ... ...

tuition teacher like disappear into thin air. could find him. he didnt turn up for today's lesson n i called him twice without him picking up. dono where did he go. hope nothing happen to him...

after that in the evening, went out with families to have dinner together at toa pah yo...
kept eating n eating...
gain weight again. made so much effort to drop a bit in so many many days but gain back so fast in just a few meals....
haix...


~miss~

today around 2 like that leave home to find yt. than after a while we headed off to tuition...
when we were there f call than say they meeting here at 5 than go to the tampinese together.
wth... u nvr inform me on anything than suddenly say like that.
haix.
so in the end i n yt didnt go to watch her competition.
so sorry bout it. i didnt mean it.
[i still love u don say u don love me]
u like that i will sad de T.T

at first wanted to meet friend de. but after a while don feel like already. haha...
girls r so funny sometimes. i also feel it myself. i change so fast sia....
hahaha...

than after that which is now i'm at home. sian. home really suck man. i dono why i always have this kind of feeling. i think is sure because of the two person that i hate.
they r very very noisy ah!!!!!
i cant stand them sometimes. but what can i do. i m born in this family. it's a fact, a fact that cannot b change.
haix.. ... ... .. ... ..

haix. today after school pei yt go cut hair than after that went home. first time i reach home so early sia. so there's nothin i could do. don expect me to do some work on this kind of days. so i watch the channel 200 or something. forget liao. i watch the butterfly lovers. wth. what kind of show is that. y got this kind of ending de. the both main character died in the end. the ro me o n zhu ying tai both died than change to butterfly.
haix...
hate watching this kind of show. ppl die in the end than don have a good ending...
stupid show.. stupid stupid show...

than now got nothing do again. so start blogging.
than i think later going to play the computer games again....
haix...
i oso don like to watch the television show. especially the 9 o'clock channel 8 show. oso shit show. the show is like i hate u u hate me than u wan to make me than u wan take my thing...
aiya dono how say.....

that's all for today. nothing post liao.....
sian ah....

today afternoon in class was like damn tired. i don even know why. just got the feeling of sleeping. everyday in class was like a 'show' place. people plays n make fun of one another n have so much trouble. what i hate the most is , phone is privacy okay. don take my phone without permission. don make me shout one day. u will regret it for sure.
after school i decided not to go for band as i m really tired so i went home. i walk n walk with ginna than we sit down a while. than we saw jane. we talk for a while n than went home. the worst is behind.
when i got down the bus it started raining....
wth...
i walk in the RAIN to go home. stupid rain. make me wet wet when i reach home. than i went to bath.

teachers....

i hate them man. my science is going to fail. both chem n phys teacher cannot make it at all. that guy ah. don even know how to teach. n the woman also. i hate the way they speak. it suck.....

jw n aloy,dono what they trying to do

today we actually went to the east coast there de restaurant to eat.
i nvr take picture so no picture can be posted.
but many things happen that make me laugh like siao. the most significant one that i can rmb is that the waitress pronounce the word wrongly. or maybe she cannot pronounce the word.
-what dessert is this?
-oh. is 'icrem pa'
-huh?
-icrem pa
-icrem pa ah
looked at the menu n is ... ... ... ice cream puff.
wth... find everybody laughing.
i think the waitress is embarrassed. i apologised cos i really cant control my laughter.
hehehehe.....

wah. shark fin sio....

abalone leh.....

today went to dono where to have dinner with aunts n uncle. still not bad as the dishes are nice n i m VERY FULL. this few days of eating would sure make me gain a few kg.

worst still. i was sick for so many days n i didnt slim down at all. omg. what is this man. my body is made up of things that r worst than meat which is fats...

but i think i would be having some good times with my uncle's around

^^

they r great except for my uncle. he got a bit scary. the kind of scariness that i have towards him is couldnt be describe using words. there's not a word which i can think of that can describe him. just sc.a.r.y. . . . . . . .

haix....

we miss the pledge n fire works....

nobody there stand n say the pledge.

singaporean r like this......

haix....

r parents all the same???
they r very very..... .... .....
i really cannot stand them already. sometimes i wish that i don have to stay with them n can just see them once in a blue moon. they r so noisy, irritating n cannot make it.
sometimes i even feel that they r not my parents. they don even understand me nor know me. i don even understand them as well.
especially HER. she is worst than anyone can think of. i hope that they r like some other parents that can go out n stay out the whole night n i don have to face her or look at her the whole day.
ARRGGGG>>>>>
i cannot stand it anymore!!!!
if i have a choice i would immediately get out of hse n stay outside rather than staying with them in the same hse....
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HIM.... got no comment. oso kana sai

haix...
for now is already confirm is h1n1 le.
all my relatives all one by one starting to fall sick...
haix.
the feeling is really terrible...
lie down cannot. sit up cannot. everything also cannot.
haix.
my head going to burst already!!!!
haix.
i m really feeling very very terrible. someone help me...
T.T
doctor says that i m allowed to go out but i have to wear a mask. wth. than i think i rather stay at home unless its really needed to go out lo. he also says that when we were outside we have to stay away from old people, kids n pregnant lady. so many things to follow. we have to stay 2m away from people.
haix.
so many things to follow. and now i m really rotting at home already. there's nothing i can do except for eating, sleeping, drinking. what stupid disease is this.

~ having a miserable life ~

this two r ytd take de....

haix...

today went to eat chicken rice than...

after eating parents wan to go home but its still early so we kids went to have ice-cream. we sat there n talk for one to two hours saying bout our parents.

than after that went home. cos we all know that the parents would be very noisy if we were ver late....

haix...
today i fell down T.T
Wat the hell. i actually fell down in my own hse. my throw all m face today.
in the afternoon my aunts n uncle came to my hse to sit sit before we set off for our dinner at dono what restaurant.
stupid la. now my leg have a big blue-black n a wound. there's so much blood.
T.T
so sad la.
i almost cried. it was so so pain....
haix....
but i still have quite a fun day overall....
^^
only that i m sad that my leg is so pain now n the blue-black would ruin my leg a quite a long period of time.
haix... ><