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today was like nothing much happen n so didn't have anything to post.
but happy birthday yanlin.

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wah.
today is the band syf already.
in the morning we only attended the flag raising than after that we went down to the band room till 2.30 like that we leave school for Singapore conference hall.
oh my god. it was like really really scary.
at around 4.30, we have finish playing both our songs n was to wait for our results. we got our results at 6+ n it was like shit to us ba. we got a silver.
all eh other school that got silver scream n cheer like hell except for us. haix.
dono la. at first still okay but after that i was feeling so down as well as yt. we were both like shit. than we wan sstick but look for so many ppl all don have. almost goin to kill ppl de shi hou luckily marcus says that he have. wah. he really gd sio. our jiu xin. haha.
we than went down to 433 to meet him lo.
sian.
see him liao than he ask some shit question which i dono how to answer. don like him to ask that question la. how m i suppose to answe. i don even know the answer myself lo.
haix ><

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yesterday reach home quite late so just went to bed after bathing.
i woke up early in the morning again. for wat reason? for band again.
haix.
everyday band till i really going to faint liao lo. but after a long day of playing went to a birthday party. the stupid band make me rush till like this. almost need to take taxi home lo. idiot gx la. already dismiss late liao but leh still wan fall-in. knn de la.
than after rushing home making myself sweat till like shit, i rush to bath n change my clothing in just 15mins lo. powerful lo.
than reach my cousin hse where she celebrate her 21st birthday. eat n eat. eat alot alot of food lo. eat till my stomach going to burst liao. than after that around 8 like this the whole hse is goin to burst as well liao. so i n my another cousin went downstairs to sit.
sian so sian.
i will make sure i would not call again liao.
don wan care liao ><
haix.
than around 9.30 like that we cut the cake n took alot of photos.
at around 10.30 i went home. such a long journey.
reach home at 11.
so thats y i was so tired n nvr post yesterday.

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today after school went to watch movie at amk hub.
we went there to watch unborn. it was quite scary but more disgusting for certain parts. some parts really disgusted me. the most disgusting part is went the girl is in the toilet, there's suddenly a lot of insects coming out from everywhere flooding the toilet. it was really vry horrible.
... ... ...
alot alot of other things but don really have the time to type.
really alot more.
than after watching the show, we went to mac to eat.
than... .... ...
after that went home.
the day as really vry memorable ba.
[some parts of the day really hope that it will nvr end]
but nvr mind, today is still over.
haix.

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for such a long time of toking n discussion, it finally came to a end that i change class. i have spent so long thinking of the question whether i should change class or not. but in the end i still changed.
dono whether its the right choice but i will make sure that it will be the correct choice n i have a good time in the class without regrets.
hope i would have a great time in the class....
but at first was wating to go 2nd class than 3rd class de. but no choice. decision have been made. but still wish to go 2nd class.
but nvm. since decision have been made than so b it.
haix.

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this pass few days keep toking to VP lo.
so scary la he.
speaking to him really wan my life lo.
but don care la.
is i wan to do this so there's no other choice liao.
hope it will be okay n proved in the end.

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whole holiday was like dam sian la.
all the days of my holiday is spent in band lo. not even having time for my own outing lo. all of it was like shit. my whole one week was burn out just bcos of the SYF.
sian lo.
this syf thingy really wasted alot of my time lo.
haix.

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yt drunk already






the jiaxiang really drunk
dono whether spell name correctly anot.
hope is correct

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the next morning.







wah.
this chalet when we combine everything than think n tok bout it. wah. its really like a dream like that lo.
no real at all.
seems so fake.
haix.
but still vry fun ba.

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band camp....
sian.
don feel like typing
so readers, just lok at pictures ba.
sorry.

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i'm sorry.
really sorry.
i didn't mean to hurt you de.
really really vry sorry.
can u pls don like this.
what can i do to make it right again ????

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oh my god.
wat a 'GREAT' results i got.
i failed 3 subject n got most of the subjects just pass.
i was sad but i think my father was even more sad than me. he didn't expect this from me de. he thought that i could make it but i didn't.
he went for the teacher dialogue session as mrs ravi wanted to c him. but worst came in. my results was already like shit but my father have to speck to three teacher as all teacher wants to speak to him bcos of me. wat a shame i hae created for him.
i got the last in the class ranking n worst still dono is where compaired to the whole level.
sorry papa.
i have try my best already. sorry for letting u down.
all the three teachers are actually saying the right things ba. but mrs ravi told me father that i always use phone in class that my skirt very short la. but don care. who cares.
than the chinese teacher even more funny. say she cares alot bout me n don wish that i m like this. she also says that i was like a total different person from last year. she says that i was not like this last yr de. haix.
the last teacher more worst. even though all teachers says similar things, but could sense in her words that she wanted me to change class n not stay in e1. she even says that 'bu shi wo kan bu qi ni, dan shi dang wo zhi dao ni na pure cham de shi hou shi xia yi tiao.'
haix. nvm la.
this is fate. cannot b change.
i m stupid. i know.

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y must it always like this. since u wan it to b like this than nothing i could do. unless u can tell me wat can i do to let u forgive me. i know that i'm really not goin to be forgiven but i just feel really really bad. i know that not even sorry could let u forget everything that i hurt u ba. but i oso feel vry regret after that. but if u insists than nothing else i could do but to only cry in the middle of the night T.T i'm really really sorry. very sorry.

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haix. sian.
everyday also so boring. even though holiday coming but still very boring....
tmr sure die liao lo.
getting back progress card. n i myself already know that i fail alot of subjects.
haix.
who can help me.
going to faint soon....
why always so suay de. nvr a times i'm in a lucky situation. not even once. when have i become so unlucky. why will this happen to me.
if this continues i m sure going to face a terrible fate.
n also have a horrible time all the while.

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today was a bad day sio.
was already feeling a bit sad
but body still goes again me.
feeling so sick. even vomited a few times
so so so xinku. was feeling so sick.
sad.......
this is wat i could only say. that's all. nothing much i could say. this is wat i could comment for today...
haix.
T.T

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haix.
today is Saturday n i have band again.
luckily i n yt leave early. around 12.30 jiu leave liao. or else sure sian like hell. all the coming week of Saturday all have band practise till 5. sure faint.
after we leave wat happen lazy to type so just leave it.
but... ... ...

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...
eh mai ke siao hoh.
mrs ravi writing chinese words hoh.
power sia.

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haix.
a regretful n remorseful day.
dono how to say. but just vry... ... ...
thats all i can say...
dono la.
i don even know wat i can do to cure it again.
it was like wth, y like that lo. wat m i suppose to do.
how how how????
haix.

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